I randomly found this Lori McKenna song today. I was doing other things and started crying out of nowhere. I sat down and listened to it 3 times.....yes 3 times......crying the whole time.
I'm not sure of all the places the contents of this song is reverberating in my little soul, but I was hit hard. I typically react quickly to things, but it takes me a bit to figure out the roots of my reaction. And please don't put me in the box of "that girl" that just wants to be married......I considered that already but no, it's hitting me somewhere else. Ask me in a few days I suppose....
But back to my unexpected inspiration.... so we had vending machines installed in our office building on Friday. Inspiring? Well the dictionary tell us that inspiration is to "fill with an animating, quickening, or exalting influence." So yes for me. My boss asked me to kind of supervise and make sure the machines ended up in the right spot. Well I'm sure I could have just showed them the spot and gone back to my day, but something kept me there. They probably thought I was watching out of a lack of trust in their integrity or skill but no, I was just intrigued. There are so many calculations and spatial guess and check decisions that go into this process. I mean these are large machines squeezing through some tiny doorways. It's a wonder they don't have to completely construct the machine on the spot. So sidenote, I love puzzles and simply found myself in awe of their ability to maneuver and angle things just right when it looked like there was no way passage would occur. I got home later and almost literally walked to my bedroom, stared at my oversized desk, and pulled out a gauntlet or asked it to dance or something. I have been wanting to move that desk out of my room for awhile, but honestly couldn't remember how I moved it in. So for about 30 minutes I was hoisting this glass top oversized desk to balance on my thighs and trying to angle it through the doorway. I'm pretty sure I tried every way possible before pulling it up vertical and maneuvering it through and safely out to the garage. I have huge bruise lines across both thighs from balancing the edge of the glass on them, but it was SO worth the victory. :c)
So music update!! For my birthday, many many friends joined together to give me studio time!!!! I have 9 more hours in VanSmith Studios where my previous tracks were recorded. I am so excited and hope to at best get three more songs in that time to put together a 5 track little album! Thank you to everyone for giving such a great gift and all the encouragement along the way!!!